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I learnt in the hardest ways

that when you think you

have a family that loves you

and understand you but you have none.

That when you have friends to hang out with but no one calls you if not for pity

or cause they are lonely themselves.

If they already have cool

friends they ain't call you.

If your best friends fall in love,

she or he will cut you out of their life.

You serve only when they want to cry their heart for the broken heart

or something went south.

When you thought your

love stays with you can actually

break your heart or lie to you.

Or simply leave you.

It's better to stay alone.

I learnt that the hardest way

and with the foulest bitterest

taste in the mouth.

Tears went dry. Heart withered.

Mercy and forgiveness gone out of the windows I chose the loneliness.

I chose the darkness

I chose myself and to depend

on myself alone

If I go down. I go alone.

And no one will bring me down.

If I wanna have fun.

It will be one good fuck

and no more than that.

Never have stupid hopes

that they will end up sour and disappointment.

I learnt the hardest way that

I have nobody

That I am nobody

That I am nothing

I learnt the hardest way

I am all to myself

But to others I am nothing but a tool

To use and throw.

Just like a condom

Like a tissue.

I got nothing. And

I got nobody but myself.

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KarmicEffects
19:58 May 31 2015

Pouring forth your emotions straight from your heart and mind always provides ones self with a sense of satisfaction that they have for once solved the few things that ail them in their life...



words well said my friend....

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